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Well, a bit of time has passed again and I haven't been updating my blog. Today is not really an update of my crafts, nor my gardening. No today's blog entry is a vent. I have to get this off my chest. My asshole ex partner , who I do not even dignify by calling him by his birth name - when I say 'the tard' (short for fucktard) in real life, everyone knows who I mean. He was merely a deep thorn in my side, sperm donor for three beautiful kids... which he now denies as being his blood! I found out a few weeks ago that he is with someone new - poor woman. That asshole should be sterilised. The new girl is pregnant with his baby number NINE - yep ... nine... well that I know of - it could well be more than that. That woman that called me from the US when he was there told me she was pregnant to him, so that would be ten. Then there's the ex from high school who he told me he was sleeping with. She was married too but obviously he has no fucking soul so that doesn't matter. He has changed his name on facebook (has added an extra letter to his last name ROFL how terribly creative! but it's obviously him because he has on photo of his ugly head, and a whole bunch of really bad tattoos he has done. He ran into a friend of mine a couple of months ago an told her when she said 'oh baby number four' when she she realised his partner was pregnant, he said 'no TWO!' and then went on to say he had 'proof' that the rest of the kids aren't his. See, when I met him he was already a father of four - one to one woman and three to another. He told me all kinds of nasty things about his mother and brother, and that his ex had tried to stab him and poison him (ajax on his pot ?) and then when he cheated on me for the second time with an 18 year old that lived in our unit complex, she told me stories that he had told her - that I had tried to stab him and poison him bla bla bla. I was gobsmacked...and retarded because I forgave him for a second time. Little did I know at the time he would go on to cheat over and over and over again on me. Now anyone who knows me knows I am loyal and very caring. I was also too forgiving and easily mislead into believing bullshit. But is that my fault really? or his for being so damn convincing? both I say. I feel really sorry for the girlfriend. I know what she is in for for the next few years - if she is as stupid as I was! It seems so as she is having another child to him.. wonder if he has cheated on her yet? I remember him calling me a control freak when I told him I didn't want him hanging out with the 'ferals' (as he dubbed them) that lived behind us in Boronia Heights. He ended up sleeping with the 14 yearold that lived there, then moved in with them. It was ok with the adult woman (mother of seven, the 14 yearold was her niece) because he told them he was 25 years old... not 33 like he actually was! even if he was 16 it would have been too old for a FOURTEEN year old! I am venting because I found out that the teacher that supposedly molested him, got prison time for it. It didn't happen to him. Sure the teacher was a pedo... but the tard was not actually molested by him... it was someone else that was molested! He used this 'molestation' as a 'reason' (read EXCUSE) for being a lying cheating stealing prick. He stole our kids' Christmas money one year and blamed it on the teenagers HE invited into our home to smoke pot with! He owed a drug dealer a few hundred dollars when he FINALLY got the hell out of our lives... lucky the dealer didn't want ME to pay for it - I had no idea he even owed that money! Now it seems he may be in for a big payout because he was 'molested' while in school. This makes me so fucking angry it's not even funny. How dare he! He is one of the most useless human beings I have ever come across in my life - and now the government wants to make him rich? All because he lied? I just wish I could prove he was lying. I don't know how that creep sleeps at night, knowing he has [at least] 7 other kids out there and refuses to acknowledge any of them. I remember him telling me that of the three kids he had to his ex, only one (the middle one) was actually his, that she had cheated on him. You know, he made her out to be a psycho - and now I know why. I was the same psycho after being treated like I was for years on end (yes yes, keep in mind, I realise it's my stupid fault for staying with a loser like that, but like I said he was very convincing and I was very forgiving and caring) When the mother of the ferals came over one day to see the tard (he was trying to reconcile with me after 'breaking up' with the 14 yearold) she said 'have you told Heidi you two are getting back together?" I lost it. I had a full vodka cruiser in my hand and let it rip! I belted the shit out of him with that bottle - all the way up the street, screaming all the while "YOU FUCKING PEDOPHILE! SHE IS FOURTEEN YEARS OLD!!" A bit of entertainment for the street LOL. I really feel like putting his name out there. A pedo against pedos - go figure! fucking hypocrite. *I found an email he had sent to a woman in Kentucky USA - on line I will never forget "OMG! I'm sooo excited!! My nephew was born this morning and he is so beautiful!" ... the email was dated 3/7/02 ... that date is my son's birthdate. That mother fucker had told this poor woman (who thought she was going to marry him! BTW) that I was his SISTER! that's why she never questioned 'the girl's voice in the background' when he was on the phone to her - yep - how's that for balls eh? he spoke to her IN MY PRESENCE and when I said 'it sounds like a girl you are talking to' he assured me it was his GAY friend in America, named Alex. 'it's because he's gay, he sounds like a girl' ... not bad for someone who was a homophobe eh? Yea - the tard HATED gays... I am however very VERY happy about him denying his children... for one reason... he will not have a problem signing adoption papers. My gorgeous fiance wants to adopt them as his own and they want to be adopted. I hide nothing from my kids - if they ask me Qs about the tard - I tell them the truth... I refuse to paint a pretty picture of him to them - he is an asshole. I give credit where it is due - he was a good dad when they were very little - but I figured out why... they were too young to tell me 'daddy kisses other girls' ... see I always worked, and he always well, didn't. And I figured that out too - it's because of Child Support - hence why he hasn't done his taxes for yeeeeears too - not that he needs to I guess - being a fucking dole bludger - and doing REALLY BAD tattoos on teenagers. Dammit I wish I could just type his name here... just so when , you know how you Google your own name just for fun? well if they did it, they'd find this... that woman deserves to know the TRUTH - the real truth not the 'truth' he tells her. Shame though, she looks like a pretty young girl (late twenties - thought it seemed a bit old for his taste though) I wish I had kept my old diaries though. So much 'proof' in there. Letters sent to him (to the empty house next door mind you) One such letter was from that woman in Kentucky. She was saying 'next time you visit your dad's grave tell him I'm thinking of him" um... yea his dad wasn't dead then... he seriously has no soul at all. I have old online accounts to various forums that I had talked about this idiot though... they are still readily available to read online. I just needed to get this off my chest. And it is my account of the happenings in my life and as this is MY online diary, I can say whatever the hell I want to about who ever I want to.